So here's the response to my own prompt. XD Done for castiel. Some Cas/Dean...okay a lil more then some, but not completely.
1. Silk
Dean has asked him one night, pressing the fabric to the small of the angel’s back, if that was what his wings felt like.
2. Empty
The most baffling thing about emotions, Castiel thinks, is this thing they must call “empty.”
3. Brush
The slightest brush of a hand to his shoulder tells the angel he’s not standing alone.
4. Longing
He tries not to remember how long it’s been since he’s seen the place of his creation.
5. Forgotten
Witnessing the horrors of this world, he sometimes wonders if his father has forgotten his chosen ones.
6. Hope
He wonders when his charge’s determination began giving him hope.
7. Promises
The only guarantee is his word, and so it is not given.
8. Expressive
He wonders if these feelings are reflected on his vessel’s face.
9. Incompetent
Caught between two sides, Castiel feels useless to both.
10. Chilly
He didn’t feel temperature, so what is this chill that invades his grace?
11. Foreign
He’s been everywhere in the mortal world, in the reaches of heaven, and the depths of hell, but with this presence everything seems foreign once again.
12. Speck
He feels specks of humanity crawling within him.
13. Shelves
He needs to leave behind these things he leans to, put them up far away from his reach.
14. Hanging
He watches Dean, broken and clinging to life barely gripping it.
15. Stress
His senses tingle as he realizes there’s nothing he can do.
16. Remorse
For a moment Castiel almost forsakes his divinity.
17. Guilty
Immediately he scolds himself for those thoughts.
18. Praise
“Well done.” He compliments his charge when his eyes flutter open taking in the light once more.
19. Held
The angel can’t understand why he can’t let him go, why he only wants to cling.
20. Cherished
Castiel isn’t sure when the mortal became so precious to him.
21. Despised
Usually Castiel hated the demon for tempting Sam, but today he cursed her for not taking him away.
22. Towel
"AHH," Sam shrieked as he caught more of a certain angel coming out of his brother's bathroom then he ever desired to before the angel could grab the drying cloth.
23. Quiver
He blamed his vessel for the trembling sensation that rippled through him at the sight.
24. Crunch
He was pretty sure he didn’t want to look down when he felt something crush under his shoe.
25. Mythos
He had many reactions when he revealed he was an angel, but the best was a hunter’s explination of how many fables he was confirming and denying.
26. Creak
If Bobby had to hear that sound one more time he was going to kill the two of them, even if one was an angel.
27. Ignite
Castiel had this unique talent to flare Dean’s temper just by appearing.
28. Loosen
Latin blessings passed across his lips as he felt a finger wriggling his tie away.
29. Arbitrary
It didn’t matter what kind of music was around, it seemed that Dean could always find the one with the word “angel.”
30. Guideline
He knew his actions were far from acceptable. He didn’t truly care.
31. Hercules
At that moment, he was fairly certain not even a Greek god could match the strength conquered by the infuriated being.
32. Green
Castiel was fairly certain that the hunter’s eyes redefined the color three times over.
33. Check
Whenever he felt the flutter of anxiety when the brothers became endangered Castiel had to make sure his vessel was still subdued.
34. Dust
The shadow of his sister’s wings was burned into the rubble around her.
35. Fluff
He couldn’t understand why the sticky substance made the hunter giggle when a drop became stuck on his finger.
36. Abyss
It occurred to him that being forced to leave these brothers would be worse the purgatory itself.
37. Paradigm
Cas wasn’t convinced that he was the most divine of his kind, as the hunter’s heated words seemed to suggest.
38. Truth
In this time of turmoil Cas knew there was only one who would never lie to him.
39. Clay
He watched from afar as a hand broke through the caked and cemented soil.
40. Scrap
He wondered if even a piece of his Grace could remain intact after he had made his decision.
41. Glue
The hunter seemed determined to put the pieces of the fallen soul back together.
42. Fidget
He watched as Anna shuffled quickly out of the room after interrupting his …healing.
43. Unnatural
Devotion this pure outside of the love he held for his father seemed blasphemous.
44. Envy
Watching his former commander capture the hunter’s lips drew Castiel very close to sin.
45. Tolerate
Castiel had endured many things on his charge’s part, his tainted brother, the demon that accompanied him, the company he kept with his fallen comrade, but this was absolutely intolerable.
46. Adorable
Watching the hunter cuddle with his newborn nephew was one of the most precious things Castiel had witnessed in all his years of existence.
47. Deplorable
Dean glared at the angel whose looks of adoration at him and the infant were making him feel sick.
48. Fury
If the hunter made one more cherub comment…
49. Accidental
Castiel had never intended to fall, at least not in the way that left his Grace intact.
50. Miscellaneous
Of collective of memories that he had gathered, no one lifetime experience had been as varied as the one he was currently witnessing.
and now off to do my paper like a good girl >.>