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so i know one person still reads this, (ty Kit) but im going to post anyway because i need to vent.
LOTS of shit has happened this year. I feel like the whole world is taking a HUGE SHIT on me and Denise right now.
SO my finincial aid got screwed. Meaning i barely was ablwe to pay rent the last 2 months. also, i dont know how its gonna hget paid this month.. My dad has said he will help, but thats A FUCKING JOKE.
My dad SAYS he will help, but his immediate family is more important. they have to fix the pool, fix the jacuzzi, go on a FUCKING VACATION before they can help me, Did i come first? yes, does that automatically mean i should be helped first? no. BUT Vacation? seriously? were on the verge of being kicked to teh curb, mom cant help us, my dad isnt helping us, and were just plain fucked in the goat ass.
Our phones got shut off., Our internet got shut off, and whats worse, our car insurance lapsed because we didnt pay. so were driving illegally. god forbid we get into an accident.
I started a new medication. Prozac. Its working great, when the world isn't shitting on my face.
I just feel like Denise and I are just getting it worse and worse and worse ill NEVER stop Loving her. NEVER EVER. and i KNOW she loves me too and always will, i just dont know how we are going to get out of this shit hole were stuck in!
I wish we could win like $2000 from the lottery, JUST 2K nothing more. that would be enough to get everything turned back on. get our rent paid. i wish i wish i wish
Doesnt help when you dont play though.
im having a shitty Time. Shitty shitty shitty
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LOTS of shit has happened this year. I feel like the whole world is taking a HUGE SHIT on me and Denise right now.
SO my finincial aid got screwed. Meaning i barely was ablwe to pay rent the last 2 months. also, i dont know how its gonna hget paid this month.. My dad has said he will help, but thats A FUCKING JOKE.
My dad SAYS he will help, but his immediate family is more important. they have to fix the pool, fix the jacuzzi, go on a FUCKING VACATION before they can help me, Did i come first? yes, does that automatically mean i should be helped first? no. BUT Vacation? seriously? were on the verge of being kicked to teh curb, mom cant help us, my dad isnt helping us, and were just plain fucked in the goat ass.
Our phones got shut off., Our internet got shut off, and whats worse, our car insurance lapsed because we didnt pay. so were driving illegally. god forbid we get into an accident.
I started a new medication. Prozac. Its working great, when the world isn't shitting on my face.
I just feel like Denise and I are just getting it worse and worse and worse ill NEVER stop Loving her. NEVER EVER. and i KNOW she loves me too and always will, i just dont know how we are going to get out of this shit hole were stuck in!
I wish we could win like $2000 from the lottery, JUST 2K nothing more. that would be enough to get everything turned back on. get our rent paid. i wish i wish i wish
Doesnt help when you dont play though.
im having a shitty Time. Shitty shitty shitty
Nick Out