we'll continue as planned......
here i am in my parent's house. no one is here. they're all in arizona at the moment. i honestly don't know why i thought i could handle being here for a month and a half, but here i am. i don't know which bed i should try and sleep in. old room has been taken over by my brother and his old room still looks like it did when he was 12. i obviously don't belong here. i don't have a space here anymore.
i keep telling myself that it will all be worthwhile when i get to NY, and i'm sure it's going to be awesome. i'm just not so sure about the solidity of things now that i've committed.
you stood me up. even though it was on the phone, you stood me up. i don't think i should have to wait for your excuses and or i'm sorries. the next time we talk i hope i can make my expectations clear as well as my intentions. i don't want to be your girlfriend, or marry you. i hardly know you. i do want respect and courtecy from you. after all i am going across the country to see you again. maybe i'm for real and am actually telling you what i want.... no wait, not maybe, i am for sure telling you what i want.
right now you are being a selfish ass.
call me
i keep telling myself that it will all be worthwhile when i get to NY, and i'm sure it's going to be awesome. i'm just not so sure about the solidity of things now that i've committed.
you stood me up. even though it was on the phone, you stood me up. i don't think i should have to wait for your excuses and or i'm sorries. the next time we talk i hope i can make my expectations clear as well as my intentions. i don't want to be your girlfriend, or marry you. i hardly know you. i do want respect and courtecy from you. after all i am going across the country to see you again. maybe i'm for real and am actually telling you what i want.... no wait, not maybe, i am for sure telling you what i want.
right now you are being a selfish ass.
call me