Cause everytime we touch I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I know I can fly
I'm happy and sad at the same time, for extremely predictable reasons.
I'm ecstatic over where my life is going,
and heinously depressed that I don't have a boyfriend.
Don't get me wrong: I don't have any exact qualms with being single. It's rather that there's a couple of boys who I think it would be more fun to... NOT be single with. If you had kissed either of them, you would fully understand, I think. Drugs are fun. Clubbing is great. Post-workout jubilation, fantastic. Getting that perfect score on the PSAT: Stupendous.
Yet, I would trade all of that stuff to be with either of them.
Maybe that doesn't make sense to a lot of people, but well... That's really how I feel. They both make me feel so at home in my own skin. Like I'm not swimming against the current. As if this little hole inside of me is finally filled. No, that was NOT an innuendo.
To reiterate, I am NOT looking for a man to complete me. I'm not even looking. I've found a man that makes me happier than I've ever been. Two of 'em, in fact.
Now if only that meant something.
Tomorrow is Comic-Con. Uggh. I so don't feel like going. Shhhh, don't tell anyone.
I'm ecstatic over where my life is going,
and heinously depressed that I don't have a boyfriend.
Don't get me wrong: I don't have any exact qualms with being single. It's rather that there's a couple of boys who I think it would be more fun to... NOT be single with. If you had kissed either of them, you would fully understand, I think. Drugs are fun. Clubbing is great. Post-workout jubilation, fantastic. Getting that perfect score on the PSAT: Stupendous.
Yet, I would trade all of that stuff to be with either of them.
Maybe that doesn't make sense to a lot of people, but well... That's really how I feel. They both make me feel so at home in my own skin. Like I'm not swimming against the current. As if this little hole inside of me is finally filled. No, that was NOT an innuendo.
To reiterate, I am NOT looking for a man to complete me. I'm not even looking. I've found a man that makes me happier than I've ever been. Two of 'em, in fact.
Now if only that meant something.
Tomorrow is Comic-Con. Uggh. I so don't feel like going. Shhhh, don't tell anyone.