Aug 24, 2007 04:13
I know now what must be done, what must be accomplished. I have finally discovered the purpose that finds itself tugging firmly on my heartstrings, with no relief in sight. Something I tried with enormous effort to ignore and hide for a variety of reasons, and am finding that it is, in fact, unstoppable. God help me, and God willing, I will fulfill that purpose, reason, and meaning behind this most recent of revelations. I'm sitting here, just shaking with determination, anticipation, fright, and sudden surge of purposeness...it's absolutely thrilling.
This time, I will let no one get in my way. No one. God help the person who tries to stop me, because no living being would survive the fury being unleashed upon them, should they attempt to lead me astray in any way, shape, or form.
I WILL accomplish the goal I began training to complete at the very dawn of my youth. No one will stop me-no friend, foe, or even family. I have waited too long, and I refuse to wait any longer. I can't. I simply can't wait any longer. I will find a way to make this work, regardless of consequences and circumstances.
It will be mine.