Being single
So i broke up with Peter last night. I dont feel great about it, but i think it was for the best. It was a great year and has left a massive hole in my life, because of which i am wondering round somewhat similar to a zombie or something. I wasn't quite ready to break up with him, and as such im not happy with the way things went, for a start i did it over the phone, which was the last thing i wanted to do, but it was unavoidable. i wasnt ready because i knew it wasn't working, for me at least, but i couldnt express this in words and as such i think i have left Peter without a decent reason for separating and without a chance to put it back together. That wasnt my intention, and i have good reasons, i just cant describe them. We just dont fit for that kind of relationship. I hope Peter can forgive me and understand i never wanted to hurt him, but of course that too is unavoidable. I know this is gonna sound cheesy but i hope, given time, we can still be friends and good friends at that, we will just have to see.
Well, now you all know.
Well, now you all know.