I'll be wallowing in sorrow and wearing a frown...like Pierrot the Clown
So yeah...if you guys are Placebo fans and haven't heard this song, "Pierrot the Clown", you should definitely check it out.
Here are the lyrics. Click and they'll scroll for you. Sorry, I don't know how to embed songs onto my journal.
Pierrot The Clown Lyrics
I am suffering from a really bad headache lately and I wish it would stop. Can people develop migraines later in life? Ugh.
Still out of work. It's getting ridiculous. I need to find something and soon. Otherwise my mother and I will be fucked. :(
I don't know...I sort of resent my father for leaving us. And then part of me doesn't. But I find myself wishing he's lonely over in Trinidad. Because he obviously finds moving back there more important than staying here with his immediate family. Somehow I find that to be really shitty. *shrugs*
And maybe I'm a bitch for wishing he'd be lonely. I can't help it.
Writing a fanfic with Hayley. It's exciting and we're coming up with really good ideas. Hopefully it will transfer to paper well.
Funny how people say turning 30 is it. Your youth is over and etc. and other such nonsense. I don't feel 30--at least not everyday. It's just another number.
My best friend cluelessgrrl bought tickets for us to see Tokio Hotel when they come to Houston on August 28th!!! For an early birthday gift!! So excited. But we can't take cameras. I'm so disappointed.
More later. It's like 5:15 a.m. and I need to go back to bed. I was sleeping earlier and got up because it was too hot. Now I'm exhausted again.
Love to all. I really need to get back into writing in my journal. It's getting ridiculous.
XOXO ~Nightshade
Here are the lyrics. Click and they'll scroll for you. Sorry, I don't know how to embed songs onto my journal.
Pierrot The Clown Lyrics
I am suffering from a really bad headache lately and I wish it would stop. Can people develop migraines later in life? Ugh.
Still out of work. It's getting ridiculous. I need to find something and soon. Otherwise my mother and I will be fucked. :(
I don't know...I sort of resent my father for leaving us. And then part of me doesn't. But I find myself wishing he's lonely over in Trinidad. Because he obviously finds moving back there more important than staying here with his immediate family. Somehow I find that to be really shitty. *shrugs*
And maybe I'm a bitch for wishing he'd be lonely. I can't help it.
Writing a fanfic with Hayley. It's exciting and we're coming up with really good ideas. Hopefully it will transfer to paper well.
Funny how people say turning 30 is it. Your youth is over and etc. and other such nonsense. I don't feel 30--at least not everyday. It's just another number.
My best friend cluelessgrrl bought tickets for us to see Tokio Hotel when they come to Houston on August 28th!!! For an early birthday gift!! So excited. But we can't take cameras. I'm so disappointed.
More later. It's like 5:15 a.m. and I need to go back to bed. I was sleeping earlier and got up because it was too hot. Now I'm exhausted again.
Love to all. I really need to get back into writing in my journal. It's getting ridiculous.
XOXO ~Nightshade