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i really feel like i should update this thing more, but i really have nothing to update about. theres so much shit i WANT to write about, but i hide so many things from so many people, that if i ever wrote about what was really on my mind, i would be in big trouble. i dont even know what the point of keeping this thing is if i dont update though. :/ maybe i should just stop lying and keeping secrets from people, and i wouldnt have this fucking problem. lol