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my birthday is in like...5 days. start the countdown everybody! dont pretend you dont care! you love me and cant even begin to mask your excitement!! :/
i dont even know what i'm doing yet. maybe i'll just see if kneeawn wants to get some alchohol and party. what the hell. jeremy and amanda better be able to come though. fuck i dont even care. i just wanna get drunk. get drunk and forget this whole shitty year.
my dad sent me a card in the mail today with fifty bucks in it. i really needed the money, but i would have loved for him to just call me and make things better again. i miss him so much. even if he is the shittiest excuse for a dad on earth. :/ wahhh wahhh poor mee boo hooo.
i REALLY REALLY REALLLY REALLLLY want to see joshy soon. i luv joshy. i will be able to drive pretty soon though. i just need to get off my ass and stop hanging out with my friends every single night and just go to drivers ed. i lost my schedule though and i'll probably end up going to a class i've already been to. and the first time back is when i'll have to set up all the driving, so i'll just be going to a class i've already seen, AND not driving. maybe i'll just call. yeah i'll call.
ANYWAYS. i want to go shopping. i should probably save lots of my money for alchohol on my birthday, but i want clothes.
okay bye.
i dont even know what i'm doing yet. maybe i'll just see if kneeawn wants to get some alchohol and party. what the hell. jeremy and amanda better be able to come though. fuck i dont even care. i just wanna get drunk. get drunk and forget this whole shitty year.
my dad sent me a card in the mail today with fifty bucks in it. i really needed the money, but i would have loved for him to just call me and make things better again. i miss him so much. even if he is the shittiest excuse for a dad on earth. :/ wahhh wahhh poor mee boo hooo.
i REALLY REALLY REALLLY REALLLLY want to see joshy soon. i luv joshy. i will be able to drive pretty soon though. i just need to get off my ass and stop hanging out with my friends every single night and just go to drivers ed. i lost my schedule though and i'll probably end up going to a class i've already been to. and the first time back is when i'll have to set up all the driving, so i'll just be going to a class i've already seen, AND not driving. maybe i'll just call. yeah i'll call.
ANYWAYS. i want to go shopping. i should probably save lots of my money for alchohol on my birthday, but i want clothes.
okay bye.