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[nightshaayde]

i hope you guys all had a great christmas. mine was fine until i went with my dad. i shouldnt have even gone. stupid prick. he went off on me for looking like a freak in front of his family and leaving my lip ring in. stupid fuck. seriously. he started yelling at me and threatening me with all this shit. saying shit like "i helped your big sister

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[mr_bi_polarbear]

im very sorry kiddo. i know what thats like. believe me. my dad has given me enough horse shit to start my own freakin horse shit farm.
luvs,

:)

[nightshaayde]

have you moved out of vyle's yet?

you had better still come party at his house sometimes, so's i can still see you and all.

xoxo.jessicka

[mr_bi_polarbear]

no, im not moved out yet.
i will be moving out when i get back from washington on the 3rd.
why the fuck would i want to party with you guys??? :) just kidding.
of course i will hang out with you guys, but it will be hard because i will be staying in provo, lest i find somewhere else to hang my hat.
i had a dream about you the other night. cant say what happened, but you were in it.
hope that your new years is better than your christmas.
luvs,

paul

[nightshaayde]

god my internet is SO fucked up. everytime i tried replying to this via my hotmail inbox, it would close all the windows. PIECE OF SHIT!

anyways, i miss ya paul. you WILL hang out with us because we're your favourites. *cough*

i met your little girly friend yesterday. cute girl. i showed up at vyle's and she was there for a short while before i left. right on.

what are you doing on new years?

keep dreamin about me ;) hehehe

xoxo.jess

[__fiction]

oh jessie fuck your dad and his news caster wife.

"...you'll have to fend for yourself..."

SINCE WHEN THE FUCK HAVENT YOU?!

ohhh god. shitohfuckohmanoman. JESSIE YOUR ON YOUR OWN what are YOU GONNA DO NOW!! *dramatic silence*WITHOUT HIM!

what a dick. i luff you. day off monday. movies + food = oldtimes??

<3<3mandy the manster the mandareenooo

[nightshaayde]

fuck yeah yo. monday would be awesome nig. lol

my dads such a fuckoff. he sounded like such a blundering idiot when he said all these things. you're absolutely right.

you better call me monday *OR ELSE* *"dramatic silence"*

lol

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.jessicka

[__fiction]

:( my fucking work is stupid and i have to work 5-12 in butt fucking draper!!! :O dicks. but im free (literaly, babe ;)) on tuesday befor 5 or wed after 7.. SORRY JESSIMUKKKUHH!! jobs blow anuses.
imissyou
<3<3 call soon

[nightshaayde]

ohhh okay. hahahaha i just tried calling you a couple times and no one answered. i was wondering WHAT THE FUCKS UP. thats fine though nig. just call me tuesday. i have no plans then either.

talk to you soon, niggarachi!!

xoxo.jessicka

[nightshaayde]

LMAO. <3 <3 <3

i love you chazmo.

xoxo

[queenspider]

I'm sorry to hear about your crappy christmas and shitty dad stuff.If it helps at all I hate my dad and will forever remeber the first ten years of my life as hell...while he was around.I got to your journal from a friends and just wanted to say..hi..so HI!!

[nightshaayde]

thanx for replying :) i appreciate it.

do you mind if i add yoU?

xoxo.jessicka