tired and awake....
so i have been sick the past couple of days...stupid jeremy got me sick...and yet i still love him...damn it all to hell...kick ass party friday night at my direcors house....code red!...school starts monday and i am stoked...no really, i am excited...i am sad that i havent seen my friends in what seems like forever *cough cough* stephy and becky *cough cough*...and i am pissed that other friends lie to me and dont make an effort even though they say that they would...fuck..mikey IMs me with i miss you and i want to see you blah blah blah but the second he finds out that i am with someone he doesnt talk to me....thats shit...its amazing how much people are assholes...whatever...i know who my friends are and who are the ones that dont care or i am their friend when its convienient (i wish i knew how to spell)...wanted to see the last 5 years this saturday but dont have enough money...saving money for the next tattoo that i am getting at the end of the month with my friend courtney...and for valentines day since i actually have a valentine this year...wow...stephs party this weekend...i think i have to work...shit...joe's bday party this weekend....fuck that...anyone that has to post their bday invite on myspace is just wrong...alright...off to hack myself to sleep...have to stop by the att place tomorrow cause my phone is being stupid...then buy the rest of my books..and then to jeremys in the 909 (dont get me started) to veg out and watch movies until rehersal to which me and jeremy will be taking jello...hellz ya...tons of love