I spent my last few weeks
finally being happy.
being free.
When I say happy, I mean honest, true blue, happiness.
It's so strange. I'm not used to it.
I finally did it. I finally just stopped giving in to people who use you and let you go. People who thrive on collecting people to "have a shoulder to cry on" but nothing in return. I don't call anyone really. I condensed friends to maybe 5.. that's all. Two live with me.
I made the effort too many times. I wasn't always able follow through on things, but I did my best. If that wasn't enough, well, there isn't much I could have done.
But I can breathe easier. I'm not so full of hate.
I can dream again.
being free.
When I say happy, I mean honest, true blue, happiness.
It's so strange. I'm not used to it.
I finally did it. I finally just stopped giving in to people who use you and let you go. People who thrive on collecting people to "have a shoulder to cry on" but nothing in return. I don't call anyone really. I condensed friends to maybe 5.. that's all. Two live with me.
I made the effort too many times. I wasn't always able follow through on things, but I did my best. If that wasn't enough, well, there isn't much I could have done.
But I can breathe easier. I'm not so full of hate.
I can dream again.