back from the great outdoors
yay back from capming :0 yay for showers seriously. wow i saw the most awsome thing. last night we went to glacier point it was so awsome there was this big old rock i claimed and me and my cousins lied accross it staring at the sky; we got there 20 min before sun set 100% and shortly after we save 7 shooting stars and 5 satelites and a few planes haha. then like 20 min after set maybe 30 omg we saw the moon rise! it was so bright and huge! and in between we saw jupiter and via telescpoce even saw 2 of its mooons! it was so fricken awsome; we saw a few constelations and tons of stars; will prolly never expeirnce that again. yositmite was super fun haha; my fav was biking; really fast and down scary skinny triails w/ lots osf rocks and over water :) so fun; den said were going again next year yay. ewie today we were heading down 120 and stop! there was a fire on both sides of us buring the forest! it was scary we were 5 car lenghts away from the fire truck and saw 7 planes fly over and drop that red powder stuff; coming home took an extra 2 hours...not bad but not fun; grrr i hate smokers...smokers who just throw thier butts out the window! stop doing that! and dude people are idiots; all cars behind us; people get out and they wlk to the fire truck and stand there; fire a blaze to the left and right; im like are u stupid, do you relaly wnt to die; do you enjoy getting in the way of fireman doing thier job...i dont get it; and dude it was black everywhere me and den closed all our vents and windows so we didnt inhale all the smoke; haha just doing laundry dens like ew ur pants smell like smoke...so wonder wat the people who stood outside smell like 0_0 anyway was fun definitly going agin next year.
glad hell week is over; omg hell week was horrible i asked for thrus and friday off and cusae of a big meeting had to drive in thursday...worked my ass off for slides that boss asked for and in the end only used one on top of finishing my normal job in only 3 days and dealing w/ house stufff stupid deadlines; im like im gone thrus-sat what part of that do you not understand when trying to sched me a time....so frustrating and they were like well its too late to change the floors; ugh cant sales sync up w/ desigh; its like we pay so much they cant even coordinate on their side; i have to coordinate and call and follow up on them it was frustratiing especailly when im trying to change jobs at work; it was just horrible; i dont even wnat to know waht monday will be like. whats the point of vaction if uu have to make up for ht ework u missed anway; lol...i dont get it
im having a real hard time dealing w/ stuff now; i know im weak; but man its been real tough on me; changing jobs; buying a new home these are two giant steps and filled w/ way too many responsibilities...work is freaking me out; im not sure if i can do it im honeslty scared for the first time, what if i cnat do it, whta happends...home stuff i can do; but it takes so much time and u have to make so many decisions and what will it be like living somewhere else, somewhere farther, across from a park in a new room, in a new place...and everyweeek theres some event; i could decline some; but some I cant and those i can id feel to bad and dont like to flake like ever...white water rafting next week; a ranch the following and my month goes on and on w/ events...i dindt plan them all its just birthdays; aniversaires, weddings, family invited events ect; but i really want one weekend to myself; next weekend rafting sounds fun...but its a work event; one that im paritailly in charge of..makes it stressful instead of fun...maybe ill finally be able to relax in november; i have nothing planned then and will try to keep it that way
oh well, yay bed!!!!! beds are awsome!!!!
glad hell week is over; omg hell week was horrible i asked for thrus and friday off and cusae of a big meeting had to drive in thursday...worked my ass off for slides that boss asked for and in the end only used one on top of finishing my normal job in only 3 days and dealing w/ house stufff stupid deadlines; im like im gone thrus-sat what part of that do you not understand when trying to sched me a time....so frustrating and they were like well its too late to change the floors; ugh cant sales sync up w/ desigh; its like we pay so much they cant even coordinate on their side; i have to coordinate and call and follow up on them it was frustratiing especailly when im trying to change jobs at work; it was just horrible; i dont even wnat to know waht monday will be like. whats the point of vaction if uu have to make up for ht ework u missed anway; lol...i dont get it
im having a real hard time dealing w/ stuff now; i know im weak; but man its been real tough on me; changing jobs; buying a new home these are two giant steps and filled w/ way too many responsibilities...work is freaking me out; im not sure if i can do it im honeslty scared for the first time, what if i cnat do it, whta happends...home stuff i can do; but it takes so much time and u have to make so many decisions and what will it be like living somewhere else, somewhere farther, across from a park in a new room, in a new place...and everyweeek theres some event; i could decline some; but some I cant and those i can id feel to bad and dont like to flake like ever...white water rafting next week; a ranch the following and my month goes on and on w/ events...i dindt plan them all its just birthdays; aniversaires, weddings, family invited events ect; but i really want one weekend to myself; next weekend rafting sounds fun...but its a work event; one that im paritailly in charge of..makes it stressful instead of fun...maybe ill finally be able to relax in november; i have nothing planned then and will try to keep it that way
oh well, yay bed!!!!! beds are awsome!!!!