Nov 12, 2003 02:20
Well quite frankly i dont know whats going on anymore, and i dont care. I have a lovely boyfriend with whom i am enjoying meself loads. The venue has been wierd, but hey, when is work there normal.
Is life meant to hurt this much? R is it just moi?
Have found through reading Queen Of The Damned that I am becoming a lot like Lestat in my personality, and nikita is Akasha, Maharet, Gabrielle and Claudia all in one. I feel like now that i've just got to know her shes going to leave me. I feel like something in me has died and is pulling me down with it. Maybe Kita's the key to all of this; i feel soo powerful when i with her, just in her prescence. To know she thinks of me, etc. is soo good 4 me. Must go, shes asleep and i dont want to wake her. Will update fully 2mrw. Laters mikal xoxo