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oh gods....
rent is fucking awesome....
i can't even begin to describe....
i cried through the entire second half of the movie... and then some...
it's such a sad movie but it has... hope or something... something extra that doesn't make it completely depressing.
it's like.... a warm wind in january... holding the one you love close... watching as they walk away... wiping the tears from their face and kissing them away... it's seeing death and being all the more alive for it.
it's knowing that at any moment, you could go and it'd be over till the next turn of the wheel. but the next turn of the wheel doesn't matter. who you are now matters. because every incarnation you have is different. every incarnation you have teaches your soul a little more, whether good or bad. those things are objective. disease, death, destruction, all these things are objective, and can change given time. nothing stays as it is and nothing ever will. and you learn from this change and flux, how could we not, and we move closer and closer towards... something that we can't even comprehend yet. maybe it's nirvana, maybe it's heaven, maybe it's neither, both, or everything.
but where we're headed doesn't matter. who we are now and the journey now matters.
we all look ahead to the future, but it's impossible to predict. when mortals plan, the gods laugh. it's all we can do to live and do the best we can. we stand to be hurt; that's always a possibility. but you have to believe that maybe, just maybe, it won't be this time. or else, you'll end up neck deep in depression and loneliness for the rest of your life.
if you love someone enough, nothing else matters.
so i'm a naive, deluded romantic. i can't help it.
but i wish everyone could be naive, deluded romantics...
the depression and hopelessness may hit you hard, but everything is so much more beautiful for the contrast.
who knows...
here goes...
trusting desire, starting to learn
walking through fire without a burn
clinging - a shoulder, a leap begins
stinging and older, asleep on pins
so here we go.......
rent is fucking awesome....
i can't even begin to describe....
i cried through the entire second half of the movie... and then some...
it's such a sad movie but it has... hope or something... something extra that doesn't make it completely depressing.
it's like.... a warm wind in january... holding the one you love close... watching as they walk away... wiping the tears from their face and kissing them away... it's seeing death and being all the more alive for it.
it's knowing that at any moment, you could go and it'd be over till the next turn of the wheel. but the next turn of the wheel doesn't matter. who you are now matters. because every incarnation you have is different. every incarnation you have teaches your soul a little more, whether good or bad. those things are objective. disease, death, destruction, all these things are objective, and can change given time. nothing stays as it is and nothing ever will. and you learn from this change and flux, how could we not, and we move closer and closer towards... something that we can't even comprehend yet. maybe it's nirvana, maybe it's heaven, maybe it's neither, both, or everything.
but where we're headed doesn't matter. who we are now and the journey now matters.
we all look ahead to the future, but it's impossible to predict. when mortals plan, the gods laugh. it's all we can do to live and do the best we can. we stand to be hurt; that's always a possibility. but you have to believe that maybe, just maybe, it won't be this time. or else, you'll end up neck deep in depression and loneliness for the rest of your life.
if you love someone enough, nothing else matters.
so i'm a naive, deluded romantic. i can't help it.
but i wish everyone could be naive, deluded romantics...
the depression and hopelessness may hit you hard, but everything is so much more beautiful for the contrast.
who knows...
here goes...
trusting desire, starting to learn
walking through fire without a burn
clinging - a shoulder, a leap begins
stinging and older, asleep on pins
so here we go.......