Sigh
"You cannot miss what you never had and it is better to not know at all." These 16 words has been the entire basis of my thoughts the last 5 days. Is it true? Should you accept what is there? What is in store for you the rest of your life...yet knowing that that is not what makes you happy and complete? Reside within this box that has been created around you and not long and wish for something else? To be happy again, to feel fullfilled. It is a desire that encompasses my soul. I cannot find happinesss in the life that I am living now. I seem and I wandering down a path that has no positive end in sight. The waves roll upon my as I am standing looking at the sunset. I feel the sand wedged between my toes yet the waves are washing over me and I cannot take my next breath. I am drowning in the shallow waves of my own making while longing for what seems so far out of reach, yet it is right there in front of me...begging me and beckoning to take that step that will save me from a lifetime of pain and longing.
I say it is a foolish one who believes that you cannot miss what you never had and it is better to not know at all. I want to feel alive again.
I say it is a foolish one who believes that you cannot miss what you never had and it is better to not know at all. I want to feel alive again.