White Thanksgiving (And its not the snow)

[nightpyrum]

I feel like I came home to nothing, at the same time everything. I want to see everyone, but no one has time to see me. So I just lay in the house waiting to go back to school, or that simple phone call to do something. I'm not one to complain, I said it many times before, I never really had a reason to come back to East Lyme. I hung out with Justin, Brian, Al, Rory and Andy, but Im dying to find everyone else.

And I hate Thanksgiving, its that stupid reminder everytime you gather with your relatives that you are really out of place. For that brief moment, I don't belong. I am different. But family is not just defined by blood.. so why can't I shake that feeling off? I enjoyed the food, and the company, which made today okay. I'm just glad its over.

So glad. So over.