I'm safe up high. Nothing can touch me.

Sep 10, 2010 03:14

I'm reaching the point where I no longer believe in my own strengths. The highlights of my life are limited, and I cannot find a source of my pride, for I have nothing I should be proud of.

Revelation 5: Why do I feel this party's over?

Time and time again I come back to this scrapbook of memories. I hear no applause, for there is no audience. I write this entry to nobody but myself. It is time for my accomplishments to be made known.

I've tried doing the traditional blog, and I got nowhere with it. I lost my inspiration, and with it, my creativity. Anymore when I try to conceive a new story in my imagination, I rehash an old tale of lost love. I am so sick and tired of preaching my soul to myself, because that is not who I am. I have tired what everyone else out there has tried and have found nothing but sadness. This has to stop now.

"I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame"

I am only steps away from the edge.
No second thoughts. I've decided. This is the point of no return.

5 is enough right?
~NP~

accomplishments, blame, memories, revelation, pride

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