Update
Man, I haven't written in forever but a lot has happened. Let's see, it was a Friday when I last wrote, well the next day I went to Cleveland, TN to spend a few days with Courtney and to let Jamie spend some time with Miriam, even though to be honest he hasn't done shit to deserve such treatment.
Well, that was 2 weeks ago. I'm still here, in Cleveland. I really don't want to hash out the details, but I'm living here with Courtney, Jamie, Jeffery and Miriam. It's pretty crazy but it's been okay. Jamie has been doing somewhat better in the way of being a father to Miriam, but sure it's probably only because Courtney rides his ass. She's pregnant as well, about 9 weeks along. I'm so not one for drama, but I have a lot more opportunities here. For one, I actually can get a job, I was so sick of being broke and not being able to do anything about it. So here I can do whatever I need to do. I applied for AT&T today and I plan to see if I can get funding for CNA classes. I really don't want to be a CNA but it's good money to help people. The one job I want requires a license, so until I get the funds to get one, I'm pretty much open to anything.
Lately, I've been in a state of euphoria. It's hard to explain why, well okay not as hard as I let on, but it's hard to talk about someone when they are sitting behind you reading over your shoulder. But I can ignore him....for a bit. It's weird how you expect things to happen a certain way and then something just totally changes everything and your whole world goes into a tailspin. This guy I met about 4 years ago has recently re-entered my life and yeah, I won't deny I've had a crush on him the whole time. We have a lot in common and he's great...even if he's a bit vain. J/K... But yeah, we've crossed a line I never thought we would, and now...well, I don't know. I get all goofy when he's around, I often catch myself staring at him cuz he's amazing to look at. He even makes me forget how to spell. And that's bad. The only thing I don't like about this whole situation is, well the fact that I really don't know how he feels...but then again he's not really one who likes to share his feelings like this was some kind of fucking show and tell moment. But things will reveal themselves in due time...
Anyways, watching Night At The Museum....toodles.
Well, that was 2 weeks ago. I'm still here, in Cleveland. I really don't want to hash out the details, but I'm living here with Courtney, Jamie, Jeffery and Miriam. It's pretty crazy but it's been okay. Jamie has been doing somewhat better in the way of being a father to Miriam, but sure it's probably only because Courtney rides his ass. She's pregnant as well, about 9 weeks along. I'm so not one for drama, but I have a lot more opportunities here. For one, I actually can get a job, I was so sick of being broke and not being able to do anything about it. So here I can do whatever I need to do. I applied for AT&T today and I plan to see if I can get funding for CNA classes. I really don't want to be a CNA but it's good money to help people. The one job I want requires a license, so until I get the funds to get one, I'm pretty much open to anything.
Lately, I've been in a state of euphoria. It's hard to explain why, well okay not as hard as I let on, but it's hard to talk about someone when they are sitting behind you reading over your shoulder. But I can ignore him....for a bit. It's weird how you expect things to happen a certain way and then something just totally changes everything and your whole world goes into a tailspin. This guy I met about 4 years ago has recently re-entered my life and yeah, I won't deny I've had a crush on him the whole time. We have a lot in common and he's great...even if he's a bit vain. J/K... But yeah, we've crossed a line I never thought we would, and now...well, I don't know. I get all goofy when he's around, I often catch myself staring at him cuz he's amazing to look at. He even makes me forget how to spell. And that's bad. The only thing I don't like about this whole situation is, well the fact that I really don't know how he feels...but then again he's not really one who likes to share his feelings like this was some kind of fucking show and tell moment. But things will reveal themselves in due time...
Anyways, watching Night At The Museum....toodles.