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Should I or should I not say anything?
It's one of those situations where if I do, I'm being selfish. But, if I don't, it'll just eat me up inside as it already is. I'm strong enough that I can take it. But, I don't know if I really want to...
Well, I have noone to blame but myself to allowing me to get to where I am now.
Even the typical distractions aren't working anymore. As much as I would like them to. Am I just too far gone? :-/
I wonder what's going to happen in the coming weeks. I'm not going to stress about that though. There's no point. Won't change anything. All I can do is affect how I act now and going forward with the information I have available to me.
In other news, I dropped off my car this morning to be worked on. I hope I get it back by friday. I can't wait to have that nice, clean bumper on it and my exhaust fixed up. I know that pipe is bent and it needs to be repaired. They better not miss that. We'll see what happens...
It's one of those situations where if I do, I'm being selfish. But, if I don't, it'll just eat me up inside as it already is. I'm strong enough that I can take it. But, I don't know if I really want to...
Well, I have noone to blame but myself to allowing me to get to where I am now.
Even the typical distractions aren't working anymore. As much as I would like them to. Am I just too far gone? :-/
I wonder what's going to happen in the coming weeks. I'm not going to stress about that though. There's no point. Won't change anything. All I can do is affect how I act now and going forward with the information I have available to me.
In other news, I dropped off my car this morning to be worked on. I hope I get it back by friday. I can't wait to have that nice, clean bumper on it and my exhaust fixed up. I know that pipe is bent and it needs to be repaired. They better not miss that. We'll see what happens...