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i went home on friday and stayed there til tuesday morning. i didn't want to go back. i started sobbing when i was hugging michael goodbye. i know it'll only be two weeks when i see him again... but time here goes by so slowly. i had a wonderful weekend, and that's another reason it sucked that i had to leave. i don't have anything close to wonderful here.
i've realized that like, even if the people you've grown up with are complete dorks, or idiots... they are ten times better than people who don't know you any day.
i decided i'm going to try to keep myself occupied so that these weeks go by fast... so i can just go home again. i'm going to try to put myself out there once again... rejection gets easier right?
i never thought i would miss home so much. i never thought i would miss bath so much. i started tearing up when i pulled onto my road when i first got home. i was so happy to be back. bath/hammondsport is beautiful in autumn. i started tearing up again when i was driving to mikes to meet up with the regulars and drink some beers. 2 weeks is too long to not be driving that route. it just reminds me of all these simple things i took for granted. i know when i finish at get my degree i'll probably go right back to the bath/hammondsport area. it's just the right place to be. i want to raise my family there.
i've realized that like, even if the people you've grown up with are complete dorks, or idiots... they are ten times better than people who don't know you any day.
i decided i'm going to try to keep myself occupied so that these weeks go by fast... so i can just go home again. i'm going to try to put myself out there once again... rejection gets easier right?
i never thought i would miss home so much. i never thought i would miss bath so much. i started tearing up when i pulled onto my road when i first got home. i was so happy to be back. bath/hammondsport is beautiful in autumn. i started tearing up again when i was driving to mikes to meet up with the regulars and drink some beers. 2 weeks is too long to not be driving that route. it just reminds me of all these simple things i took for granted. i know when i finish at get my degree i'll probably go right back to the bath/hammondsport area. it's just the right place to be. i want to raise my family there.