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You said I don't update anymore. I guess there is some logic behind that. The less I complain, the better you feel. I'm not hurting so much about things here, I just want you. I do want to drive down there every Tuesday and Thursday. I know it would make them suspicious as hell, so I don't, but I want to. I don't know anymore. I want to tell you all the things that run through my head. I want you to know my every little whim and thought. I just don't know what I can and can't say without you getting sad and frustrated. I know we can communicate, and I know we can talk when were together. It just seems that this makes talking harder. If one leaves the other can't really follow. We have to assume that we'll stay for each other. I know I won't leave. I love you and miss you.
Talk to me as much as you can.
Talk to me as much as you can.