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I just want to ramble. I don't even know what about. I just want to talk and think that people are listening. I don't know what the hell I'm feeling. A lot of it is just loneliness. Part of it is anger, part is anticipation. The lonely is just the fact that I want to see my girlfriend and can't. The anger is the reason I can't, and the anticipation is about going to Vegas this summer. I'm pretty much moved into my bigger room. They're a few things around in there that I should get out. The internet has been consistently crapping out around 3 O'Clock everyday. Don't know why the heck its been doing that. I really hate Adelphia. Basically working on my laundry today and tomorrow. I've been playing Command & Conquer: Firestorm alot as well. If the internet dies, it's all I have. There is absolutly nothing on cable during the day. I traded Josh DVD players because his is also a 116 watt receiver/amplifier which means I can run my speakers in my room off of the computer. So now I have good music quality, and alot of music to listen to at extremely loud volumes. Part of me really wants to get drunk, even though I know it won't make me feel better. I just wanna make the next three weeks go by so much faster than there going to. I have to deal with her father and were not going to be doing that very well.