Once You Jump... Theres No Turning back
Ive been really depressed lately.....
i just hate the way i look and im really insecure lately...like i think im too ugly for patrick...he deserves sumone better...and perttier...i wish i was better for him...i dont ever want to lose him.. and lately it feels like im going to...i want us to last forveer.. even if im only gonna be 16...i know i want to be with him forveer.... and another thing is today is mothers day and i cant see my mother... and its killing me...for the people who live with both parents...your soo lucky ...i wish i could see both my parents all the time... and even if im not around them.. i know that im coming home to both of them...i miss that feeling soooo much...
I cant explain how much you mean to me...
I Love You soo much
i just hate the way i look and im really insecure lately...like i think im too ugly for patrick...he deserves sumone better...and perttier...i wish i was better for him...i dont ever want to lose him.. and lately it feels like im going to...i want us to last forveer.. even if im only gonna be 16...i know i want to be with him forveer.... and another thing is today is mothers day and i cant see my mother... and its killing me...for the people who live with both parents...your soo lucky ...i wish i could see both my parents all the time... and even if im not around them.. i know that im coming home to both of them...i miss that feeling soooo much...
I cant explain how much you mean to me...
I Love You soo much