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not much today... im talking to Shawn.... he's the ONLY boy that has made me cry so much.. i dont like ever cry over boys... i dont understand how he does that. hm... im going to miss him ALOT when im gone... idk im bored and i dont have like anything to say.... im kinda dreading this party cuz that means that i accept that im moving in 3 days... and i dont wanna accept it i want it to like go away and never come back... but i know thats impossible. UHHH WHY DOES LIFE GOTTA BE SO FREAKING UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in tears once again.. i would think that im all cryed out but NOO they keep comming back again and again... wow i need a cigarette... i'll bbl maybe?
Living out my DREAMS in a neverending NIGHTMARE!
~Soda Pop~