EVERYTHING is just so hard
Everything's just so hard, so much work to do, and no way getting around it that I have to get it done. I feel so alone and confused, I just don't get why... its not like someone's gonna come and save me out of this depression, I have to pull myself out again.
Fuck it! I dunno, maybe I need pills again, I have no clue, all I know is when times can be at their best, they can also be at their worst. I just can't handle some of this shit anymore, the work is just too much sometimes and soon my times going to get less free when I'm working on Othello. How am I gonna handle it then?! I'm going to fuckin lose it! Fuckin' hell, all this shit is just too much at once, I wish things could be more simple in my mind at times, less confusing.
I need some air... I'm fuckin' out
Fuck it! I dunno, maybe I need pills again, I have no clue, all I know is when times can be at their best, they can also be at their worst. I just can't handle some of this shit anymore, the work is just too much sometimes and soon my times going to get less free when I'm working on Othello. How am I gonna handle it then?! I'm going to fuckin lose it! Fuckin' hell, all this shit is just too much at once, I wish things could be more simple in my mind at times, less confusing.
I need some air... I'm fuckin' out