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It's weird writing in this, since I haven't used it in so long.
Being single is full of ups and downs. But you all know about that.
Recently the hardest part of my life has been a feeling of ostracization and alienation. I love my sister. Hanging out with her is pleasant. But recently, I feel anytime I hang out with her, she spends a fair amount of time putting me down, making condescending comments. I feel like I fade into the background anytime she is present. And it's not only my sister. I feel like I have to fight to be included among my friends. The feeling of cliques has never gone away. But I'm on the outside of all of them now, looking in.
Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow.
Being single is full of ups and downs. But you all know about that.
Recently the hardest part of my life has been a feeling of ostracization and alienation. I love my sister. Hanging out with her is pleasant. But recently, I feel anytime I hang out with her, she spends a fair amount of time putting me down, making condescending comments. I feel like I fade into the background anytime she is present. And it's not only my sister. I feel like I have to fight to be included among my friends. The feeling of cliques has never gone away. But I'm on the outside of all of them now, looking in.
Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow.