Moving On
I'm not going to spill out my life on the internet, but I just wanted to say that I've figured some stuff out now, and I'm different. I was a perfectionist idealist, and then I was depressed, and now I'm something else. I've also decided that I need a better reason for my beliefs than the fact that the people in the church my family is part of share them. So I have a few things to start from, and I'm rebuilding.
Onward!