" MAN I JUST LOVE THOSE GERMANS!"
stole that from annas dad bc it is hopelessly funny...now down to business:::
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
Anywho...Life feels weird..i feel like im barely livin rite now...my grades are shit...i quit my job...daniels acting weird..the families always weird..and i feel powerless...like i cant control whats going on and it scares me...i just want someone to tell me im just paranoid and everythin will be alrite..but no one will bc its not so this time...i can hope all i want that this is a figment of my panic disorder and ill be fine..but that sick feeling in my stomache is arguing otherwise...u ko whats so strange..is how i cant rant until the world ends while writing..but get me talking and words dont come out as easily..pinpointing problems is more difficult..and talking to others seems to be no help...i miss myself..i feel as tho ive gone far away and im not coming back...
happy 4-20 guys
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
Anywho...Life feels weird..i feel like im barely livin rite now...my grades are shit...i quit my job...daniels acting weird..the families always weird..and i feel powerless...like i cant control whats going on and it scares me...i just want someone to tell me im just paranoid and everythin will be alrite..but no one will bc its not so this time...i can hope all i want that this is a figment of my panic disorder and ill be fine..but that sick feeling in my stomache is arguing otherwise...u ko whats so strange..is how i cant rant until the world ends while writing..but get me talking and words dont come out as easily..pinpointing problems is more difficult..and talking to others seems to be no help...i miss myself..i feel as tho ive gone far away and im not coming back...
happy 4-20 guys