What I really wanna say, is I've got mine
Where to begin..
not that my life is so splendidly interesting that ur all dying to know what the O lordy signified on friday..but maybe u wondered..anyways..friday was senior skip day..mmkayyyy...and so i naturally honoured this holiday tho not a senior ((its like a jew observing christmas and buying presents)) ..anyways... went to daniels with ezequiel paolo victor and juan...it was..fun...i kno what ur all thinkin..i thought u had moved on and away from that group as seein daniel causes u pain..yes well wuld i be lauren if i didnt cause myself @ least some pain? and he is still my friend and i do still love him i suppose...and ull all be proud to know i resisted tempatation and did not fool around..well...not with him @ least..i cant be totally honest and say i was a pure little saint..bc im pretty sure that wuld be like the BIGGEST lie ive told((today))...anyways ..while there..i had one of those outer body experiences..actually quite a few of them..where i actually stepped outside of my body and wondered how i had ever gotten to such points in my life...and how come u never think ull be how u r... in a rich fantasy life things always lead u to some point that never comes to happen in reality..which just depresses me...things are never as they appear i suppose and u shuld always expect the unexpected..which is difficult to do bc..well it is unexpected is is not..hence meanin u cant expect it..oo what a tangled web we weave..haha..anyways..long story made even longer..we hung around..i got to knopw victor a little better than before...cried my eyes out to daniel(its becomin a pattern).then we drove to argentina for food but wer too poor..so went to chinese buffet..paolo called me heavy/annoying dependin on context (in spanish)...went back to school after it was over..sang gloriously in the car with ezequiel juan and paolo esp to boulevard of broken dreams.. then hung out with janelle and kristen..then slept all night
Yesterday_work-bused tables/.bailed on goin to ashley's afterwards
today_ work
not that my life is so splendidly interesting that ur all dying to know what the O lordy signified on friday..but maybe u wondered..anyways..friday was senior skip day..mmkayyyy...and so i naturally honoured this holiday tho not a senior ((its like a jew observing christmas and buying presents)) ..anyways... went to daniels with ezequiel paolo victor and juan...it was..fun...i kno what ur all thinkin..i thought u had moved on and away from that group as seein daniel causes u pain..yes well wuld i be lauren if i didnt cause myself @ least some pain? and he is still my friend and i do still love him i suppose...and ull all be proud to know i resisted tempatation and did not fool around..well...not with him @ least..i cant be totally honest and say i was a pure little saint..bc im pretty sure that wuld be like the BIGGEST lie ive told((today))...anyways ..while there..i had one of those outer body experiences..actually quite a few of them..where i actually stepped outside of my body and wondered how i had ever gotten to such points in my life...and how come u never think ull be how u r... in a rich fantasy life things always lead u to some point that never comes to happen in reality..which just depresses me...things are never as they appear i suppose and u shuld always expect the unexpected..which is difficult to do bc..well it is unexpected is is not..hence meanin u cant expect it..oo what a tangled web we weave..haha..anyways..long story made even longer..we hung around..i got to knopw victor a little better than before...cried my eyes out to daniel(its becomin a pattern).then we drove to argentina for food but wer too poor..so went to chinese buffet..paolo called me heavy/annoying dependin on context (in spanish)...went back to school after it was over..sang gloriously in the car with ezequiel juan and paolo esp to boulevard of broken dreams.. then hung out with janelle and kristen..then slept all night
Yesterday_work-bused tables/.bailed on goin to ashley's afterwards
today_ work