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Update on my condition is that I don't feel any better if anything I feel alot worse. I feel sick coughing, headache, I am having hot flashes just like the one before i passed out. I just keep laying down before it gets to bad. Rather not fuck up my face any more than it already is. I have no way of getting to a doctor since my mom has remained her sensitive self. I've just stopped wasting breath on communicating with her when she shouts in and says "Hope you feel better" than leaves again... I mean I don't need her full attentiveness... but hell a trip to the doctor might of been nice so I don't endanger anyone on the road or possibly atleast going to get me the stuff to clean off my wounds as I bleed from my lip cheek, shoulder, and knee... drifting in and out of conciousness when I got home. If she tried any harder to make me feel wanted I think I'd have a new breathing hole through the back of my head.