not myself

[nightlydreamer]

wow i have found something new awesome...........kinda........ atleast if i do like this person it gets my mind off the otha one seriously wat am i waiting for? i dunno anymore everything just seems to hard now.......complicated......dot dot dot im bored as hell im thinking bout it tho' i think im just being stupid wasting my time....i dont know anymore wat i want?...wat i need?....damn i really wanna get high.....fuk i need to smoke it somehow damn ugh........ confuzed on my feelings now ugh i dont wanna think bout it but i am and i will have to.........let me ask myself if i still like her?........yea i guess...i think so but i dunno anymore........... so im just gonna have to not think about it i guess i dont know..........

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fuk this!!!!!!!!!!