Conflicting emotions but an f-u will do
okay uhm tired of this world tired of this ppl i have found myself reading it over and over again as if in searching for more or something new yyyyy?????..y do i do this to myself?? i should know better but actually the process is going well my feelings are fading like a candle light and it takes just as long...ugh sad it makes me want to hate this person...tell them to leave me alone get away from me but maybe thats to much i have done it with katey before tho' so it may help....i dunno i had to re-write this cuz the internet kicked me off damn and i had so much more but maybe i should it may help my process but the break is also helping thats good sooner or lata i will forget........i really dont feel like writting wat i wrote before..u know im so depress i think im like friggin eroyee...all sad and down and depress....its really hard to be happy but i can be hyper tho' tryin to find postive's in bad situations i tell you everyone in the world should try pupusas the best food eva its from my land el salvador so good mmmmmm but the ones from nc arent as good from the ones in new york...but anyways ill decide wat im going to do next for now ima try to enjoy my break eeroye- is that how u spell it? well his awesome but they all are im as hyper as tigger also tho' and as short as piglet-lol and as cool as pooh so i am like all four of 'em and screw rabbit and owl and the kangroos they aren't important......they aren't.