"And when I close my eyes it looks the same as when I open them again. Am I awake?"
This morning feels off. I'm not sure why.
I don't even remember how long it took me to get out of bed. Did I only hit snooze once, or more? Did I miss my second alarm? Which one woke me up?
I thought I had massively overslept, thought it was an hour later than it was. I swore that's what the clock said...
I went to give Ratty her meds and I noticed the book I write down my poetry in has moved. It rests on top of other books on a shelf, but now it was vertical and tilted down and out, like it was presenting itself to me. I took it to the living room to look at later.
I rifled through it briefly (my goodness most of it is so terrible and old) and saw "Ravine Tree." It's one of those silly songs I made in high school, and though the production is lacking quality, I enjoyed it. The lyrics also happen to be rather appropriate to these days.
I went to get the tape with my songs on it, and also to double check another tape. When my mom was moving I took a bunch of random things, including a Depeche Mode tape. Apparently it's the same one with "Waiting For the Night to Fall" on it, that song Matt's sister mentioned to me.
Finally in the car I realized the real time, but I still felt off. I think it was because it was rather sunny and I saw blue sky. Honestly, it felt weird, it wasn't rainy and gray.
I don't even remember how long it took me to get out of bed. Did I only hit snooze once, or more? Did I miss my second alarm? Which one woke me up?
I thought I had massively overslept, thought it was an hour later than it was. I swore that's what the clock said...
I went to give Ratty her meds and I noticed the book I write down my poetry in has moved. It rests on top of other books on a shelf, but now it was vertical and tilted down and out, like it was presenting itself to me. I took it to the living room to look at later.
I rifled through it briefly (my goodness most of it is so terrible and old) and saw "Ravine Tree." It's one of those silly songs I made in high school, and though the production is lacking quality, I enjoyed it. The lyrics also happen to be rather appropriate to these days.
I went to get the tape with my songs on it, and also to double check another tape. When my mom was moving I took a bunch of random things, including a Depeche Mode tape. Apparently it's the same one with "Waiting For the Night to Fall" on it, that song Matt's sister mentioned to me.
Finally in the car I realized the real time, but I still felt off. I think it was because it was rather sunny and I saw blue sky. Honestly, it felt weird, it wasn't rainy and gray.