I got a place where all my dreams are dead

[nightingalegirl]

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[anonymous]

I'm really alone. Love alone. And it really hurts. A lot. I can really feel pain inside. Because it hurts so much. It's sounds really cheesy and that's why I don't say it much. But I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I don't know enough people. Maybe I'm really not that attractive to anyone. But it's my biggest fear, that I'll be alone forever. It really is. Never really having a true love? It really scares me. A lot. I feel pathetic and like a child. If anyone ever asked me if I have a relationship with someone, I wouldn't know what to say. I hate lying. So I wouldn't lie. But, I mean, how would I then look when they find out the answer is no? When I watch movies and read stories like The Notebook I get even sadder even though I love stories like that. Because having a love like that is so beautiful. But I get sadder because I know it's just another thing I never had. Or probably would have. I'm happy for everyone I know in relationships. But I just can't help but think every time I see any of them together "what's so wrong with me?" I'm really alone.