Sep 29, 2004 11:23
can i tell you what i'm sick of? how every conversation that you have with a big group of people always relates back to "o remember that one time when you were drunk you did..." or "o man I was so drunk and I..." and it's the same stories over and over.
and if it's not about alcohol, it's about boys. I have heard my one friend's story about 3 times. and then the 4th time when she starts to tell me again i have to go, "I KNOW! YOU TOLD ME!" like honestly, i have this one friend, who kisses a different boy every weekend, but then is like getting back together with her high school boyfriend. i was like why would you do that, you are happy being single, you don't need that security blanket! my other friend, who broke up and then got back together with adn then broke up with her high school boyfriend, is just all drama. he bought her a plane ticket to come home for fall break, but now she's not coming home, i mean he did have sex with one girl and then hookup with another THE NIGHT they broke up. and it's not like she hasn't had sex with 2 different guys since she's been here! my god. Mondays are just the days when i hear all the shit my friends did when i couldnt' find them at the party any more.
i mean don't get me wrong, i LOVE my friends. We have a strong bond, i would do anything for them and they would for me, and there are even hints that things are going to be how they were at home (closeness wise). i mean i have walks with each of my closest friends at least once a week (Due to classes) and we can talk the whole time and it makes me happy. and i mean i don't even know what else i want us to talk about. not school! not soccer! haha o britt.
speaking of soccer..."YALL DON'T GIVE A SHIT" the line that i heard from my assistant coach like 10 times during our team meeting. I mean it's true, if we played with heart, we would not be 4-3-3. we would not have TIED towson. it's just so different from my team last year, we were all self motivated, practices were competitive, games we didn't play down with the team we were playing, and we NEVER gave up goals. but hey i think we just need to get out with the old and in with the new. i mean some people disagree with her! shit...you know it's bad when you can't even admit it.
sorry i really am very very happy at college, i was just using this to vent.