baby yooooou get me when nobody understands, you come and take my hand baby
yesterday started off with some even more goodbyes.
i don't know if anyone remembers, but i cried like one tear at graduation and that's b\c i made myself b\c i thought i was heartless if i didn't.
so what is the deal with the night before yesterday crying for like and hour? what is the deal with me sobbing, in front of everyone and their mom the next morning?
I said "see ya later" in queen's words to my soccer coach, joslyn, and paige. the soccer coach was hard just because he has really made me into the player i am today and is the reason i'm going to william and mary. i love that guy, he's such a hardass, but such a softie sometimes. and i guess that him leaving made it really sink in that he's not my coach anymore. god and like right as i was saying goodbye so many memories flashed in my mind, the first pump up talk he gave us before the surf game freshman year, the running, that one practice he got really mad at me for talkign back, regionals and nationals last year, this year at the final meeting and when he called april down to our room. all over.
paige made me really sad b\c she's my inspiration soccer wise. i have never seen a girl play like such a guy on the field, she is so fearless. and i trust having paige in the back, i mean her and claire are unstoppable and i trust them so much. and it's like, will i trust my team next year? haha and besides her as a soccer player i just think she's a great girl in general, she's at every team social event and is just a funny person.
joslyn, whoa shit. that's when i was sobbing in front of all of tom's office. i don't know why it made me so sad. maybe b\c we only became friends a year ago, and really close friends this year. i love how i can call her for a quick question, and it turns into a 30 minute phone call. maybe it's because i know she's such an original person and i know i wont find anyone like her. so tall and goofy, and of course hilariously honest. maybe it's b\c i know she is so good at making friends and that she might replace me the first day she gets there. please don't call your roommate litte one, that's me :(.
ahh i'm not used to this whole crying thing, so bear with me.
i don't know if anyone remembers, but i cried like one tear at graduation and that's b\c i made myself b\c i thought i was heartless if i didn't.
so what is the deal with the night before yesterday crying for like and hour? what is the deal with me sobbing, in front of everyone and their mom the next morning?
I said "see ya later" in queen's words to my soccer coach, joslyn, and paige. the soccer coach was hard just because he has really made me into the player i am today and is the reason i'm going to william and mary. i love that guy, he's such a hardass, but such a softie sometimes. and i guess that him leaving made it really sink in that he's not my coach anymore. god and like right as i was saying goodbye so many memories flashed in my mind, the first pump up talk he gave us before the surf game freshman year, the running, that one practice he got really mad at me for talkign back, regionals and nationals last year, this year at the final meeting and when he called april down to our room. all over.
paige made me really sad b\c she's my inspiration soccer wise. i have never seen a girl play like such a guy on the field, she is so fearless. and i trust having paige in the back, i mean her and claire are unstoppable and i trust them so much. and it's like, will i trust my team next year? haha and besides her as a soccer player i just think she's a great girl in general, she's at every team social event and is just a funny person.
joslyn, whoa shit. that's when i was sobbing in front of all of tom's office. i don't know why it made me so sad. maybe b\c we only became friends a year ago, and really close friends this year. i love how i can call her for a quick question, and it turns into a 30 minute phone call. maybe it's because i know she's such an original person and i know i wont find anyone like her. so tall and goofy, and of course hilariously honest. maybe it's b\c i know she is so good at making friends and that she might replace me the first day she gets there. please don't call your roommate litte one, that's me :(.
ahh i'm not used to this whole crying thing, so bear with me.