i wanna grow old with you....
well..i guess its about time i update. for those of you who dont know, i wont be returning to school. there are alot of reasons behind it and i just think im not ready right now. i actually have been looking into getting my associates degree with early childhood development or behaverial science. havent quite figured that much out. I always thought school was for me, but after everything that has happened im begining to think its not. but i need to do something to get a good paying job. so i figured if i can go for at least 2 years and get my associates eventually i can go back and do more.
anyways....i have met the most amazing man ever. his name is Ken and he lives in lyman. and i find myself falling, no matter how hard i try not too, i think i might be falling in love with him. he treats me like no one else does, (and he actually likes me just the way i am, body soul and everything) he has a beautiful little girl who is slowly starting to warm up to me. lol. but i honestly think, even though it has been such a short time, that i might have found the one. i know it sounds silly, but, he just makes me feel like i am floating on air. i really dont know how to explain my feelings and everything that is going on, but he is just amazing. everything i could have ever wanted and more. he makes me happy, and i havent been happy in a long time.
other then that, lets see..i am no longer working two jobs, it was just too much for me. i am only at sweetser right now. and im liking it, i am hopfully getting moved to day shift soon, (i currently work 3rd).
i have been thinking about saving my money and moving to either portland and going on a vacation next year after income taxes. i just need a change, i need to get out of auburn/lewiston. i need to move on with my life and get out of my parents house. i am an adult. its time i started living like one. (so anyone interested in moving to portland with me?) lol.
anyways. i guess ive written enough. im at work, so i am very bored. but oh well...
david-i miss you, aubrey-you will see more of me down there lol...and everyone else. dont forget about me at UMO, ill come visit as often as i can. and i love you all :-D
anyways....i have met the most amazing man ever. his name is Ken and he lives in lyman. and i find myself falling, no matter how hard i try not too, i think i might be falling in love with him. he treats me like no one else does, (and he actually likes me just the way i am, body soul and everything) he has a beautiful little girl who is slowly starting to warm up to me. lol. but i honestly think, even though it has been such a short time, that i might have found the one. i know it sounds silly, but, he just makes me feel like i am floating on air. i really dont know how to explain my feelings and everything that is going on, but he is just amazing. everything i could have ever wanted and more. he makes me happy, and i havent been happy in a long time.
other then that, lets see..i am no longer working two jobs, it was just too much for me. i am only at sweetser right now. and im liking it, i am hopfully getting moved to day shift soon, (i currently work 3rd).
i have been thinking about saving my money and moving to either portland and going on a vacation next year after income taxes. i just need a change, i need to get out of auburn/lewiston. i need to move on with my life and get out of my parents house. i am an adult. its time i started living like one. (so anyone interested in moving to portland with me?) lol.
anyways. i guess ive written enough. im at work, so i am very bored. but oh well...
david-i miss you, aubrey-you will see more of me down there lol...and everyone else. dont forget about me at UMO, ill come visit as often as i can. and i love you all :-D