Have You ever...
The following kept my mind off pain while I went to great lengths to get oh so precious bollywood...totally worth it. These are thoughts I've had over the years, not entirely new, but they all came to me in the last 24 hours. And Tom, you might be happy to know that just because I haven't talked about anything ...as you call it, "bohemian" lately doesn't mean I'm not having these thoughts...one of these almost popped into conversation but it was saved by you leaving haha.
Have you ever felt like someone was with you, even if you were contients apart?
Have you ever felt like that there was so much distance yet you were so close, but when you were so close things became so distant?
Have you ever had a battle between mind and body, where your body was giving in, but your mind was saying, no, not yet, I'm not leaving yet?
Have you ever been sad/depressed/upset on days you know you shouldn't be?
Have you ever laughed/found completey, utter joy, in the worst of situations?
Have you ever burst out laughing when being soaked by two cars in a row during a torrential downpour?
Has someone close to you ever faded from memory after not seeing them for a while?
Have you ever looked at a picture of someone, and feel like it didn't actually capture them, that you're not looking at that person but someone else instead, and you don't know what exactly is missing?
Have you ever gotten lost in someone's eyes?
Have you ever held someone as they painfully shuddered with a devestated heart, or shook uncontrollably?
Have you ever come out at the other side of the wildnerness, and are just happy you made it, happy you can still laugh, smile, cry, feel, dance, sing and look on the bright side of life despite what you've seen, and what's been said, and what's fallen apart?
Have you ever been amazed that the only signs of bad times you carry are simply more baggage underneath your eyes?
Have you ever stared at the mirror, and realized you're looking at a stranger?
Well...have you?
Have you ever felt like someone was with you, even if you were contients apart?
Have you ever felt like that there was so much distance yet you were so close, but when you were so close things became so distant?
Have you ever had a battle between mind and body, where your body was giving in, but your mind was saying, no, not yet, I'm not leaving yet?
Have you ever been sad/depressed/upset on days you know you shouldn't be?
Have you ever laughed/found completey, utter joy, in the worst of situations?
Have you ever burst out laughing when being soaked by two cars in a row during a torrential downpour?
Has someone close to you ever faded from memory after not seeing them for a while?
Have you ever looked at a picture of someone, and feel like it didn't actually capture them, that you're not looking at that person but someone else instead, and you don't know what exactly is missing?
Have you ever gotten lost in someone's eyes?
Have you ever held someone as they painfully shuddered with a devestated heart, or shook uncontrollably?
Have you ever come out at the other side of the wildnerness, and are just happy you made it, happy you can still laugh, smile, cry, feel, dance, sing and look on the bright side of life despite what you've seen, and what's been said, and what's fallen apart?
Have you ever been amazed that the only signs of bad times you carry are simply more baggage underneath your eyes?
Have you ever stared at the mirror, and realized you're looking at a stranger?
Well...have you?