reconciliation
yo, so i was looking back at all the little posts i've made over the past year, and i decide that LJ is kinda cool after all. i was being a hater for some time, but now, i think things are going to change. i always want to write in a journal, but sometimes it makes my wrist cramp up if it's in a book, and plus my handwritting sucks and i always fuck up and smear the ink, and i'm just too fucking anal for that.
sooo
it's thursday. i think i'm moving out and driving to nc on monday. yikes. this shit is hectic to an unprecendented degree, which, by judging my past in general, is fairly intense. i'm sad to be leaving chicago. there's a lot of people that i really love and a lot of people i didn't get to know well enough. i guess it always happens like that, tho.
i think i'm ready to move into the next phase of my life. i'm single again, which makes looking ahead of me a lot easier. my entire life is centered around my div III these days, and i'm really about to start some crazy shit. as soon as i get home to nc, i have to do SOOOOOO much preproduction, it makes my brain hurt. i will have a lot of help during the production, tho, including a recently added personal asst. booyah. i just really want the film to be good. REALLY good. i feel a lot of pressure, from myself, and subsequently from the hype that i've had to create to make this big.
da da da.
never mind, i'm so fucking tired of talking about the film. ugh.
anyways, peeps around chicago, chapel hill and amherst: don't forget about me just because my brain has fallen into the abyse of Div III crazyness. please keep in touch, and let's hook up in nc for film time, or later by way of college or visits.
ok?
ok.
sooo
it's thursday. i think i'm moving out and driving to nc on monday. yikes. this shit is hectic to an unprecendented degree, which, by judging my past in general, is fairly intense. i'm sad to be leaving chicago. there's a lot of people that i really love and a lot of people i didn't get to know well enough. i guess it always happens like that, tho.
i think i'm ready to move into the next phase of my life. i'm single again, which makes looking ahead of me a lot easier. my entire life is centered around my div III these days, and i'm really about to start some crazy shit. as soon as i get home to nc, i have to do SOOOOOO much preproduction, it makes my brain hurt. i will have a lot of help during the production, tho, including a recently added personal asst. booyah. i just really want the film to be good. REALLY good. i feel a lot of pressure, from myself, and subsequently from the hype that i've had to create to make this big.
da da da.
never mind, i'm so fucking tired of talking about the film. ugh.
anyways, peeps around chicago, chapel hill and amherst: don't forget about me just because my brain has fallen into the abyse of Div III crazyness. please keep in touch, and let's hook up in nc for film time, or later by way of college or visits.
ok?
ok.