stress and guacamole
so, my last day at the bookstore was friday, and i'm scared to death. i've taken the temp job, so i am employed, but the unknown is making me stress out. i let myself get scared of things that haven't been planned down to the letter, and i'm trying real hard not to let me mess me up, but the grey areas are closing in and its a bit scary out there...
on the flip, i'm excited about doing something i enjoy and the opportunity to return to school and actually graduate is wonderful. i'm thinking i need to relocate after the degree though. not only does the oc suck for reasonable living expenses and such, but they just cut the education budget by $204 million, and are planning to let go of around 16,000 teachers to help make up the difference. not that it will stay that bad forever, but it would suck to have a degree and not be able to find anywhere to use it.
anyway, i've gotta run, there's guacamole and it doesn't last very long around both boys. so loves and hugs to all, will say more later ;p
on the flip, i'm excited about doing something i enjoy and the opportunity to return to school and actually graduate is wonderful. i'm thinking i need to relocate after the degree though. not only does the oc suck for reasonable living expenses and such, but they just cut the education budget by $204 million, and are planning to let go of around 16,000 teachers to help make up the difference. not that it will stay that bad forever, but it would suck to have a degree and not be able to find anywhere to use it.
anyway, i've gotta run, there's guacamole and it doesn't last very long around both boys. so loves and hugs to all, will say more later ;p