open doors
k, well the search for the net at home continues. we just went on our family vacation, so the financial aspect probably won't appear until august, but things might suprise me...there's been a little of that lately. ;O
vacation was fabulous. i went up depressed and sick, had a mini meltdown, and enjoyed the rest of the trip. i love santa rosa just as much as i hate oc. there's a huge catholic school up there that i'm gonna make a b-line for as soon as i've got my degree in hand. the wine was fabulous too ;p (santa rosa is right in the middle of sonoma wine country, about an hour or two north of san francisco) the meltdown helped me purge the crap thats been piling up in my head since i lost my job last year. i'm in a much better place, thinking i'm worth something, and thats huge. ;)
i managed to wreck my car being by being stupid and trying to fit my big ass truck into a little ass space at the theatre. some butt head wrecked my back end and drove off way back in feb, so now the front end matches the back. i drove into a support pylon, being too woried about being late for my job than the angle at which i was turning. it still runs, but my head lamp does not work so i'm worried about a ticket, but my lucks been good so far. ;(
as to the suprises, well...i was flirted with at the ticket window by a super hot guy and i forgot to be standoffish, which i'm good at, and i gave him my number. long silly story short, i had a realy awesome date, and my first kiss (even better) and he's not called me back since (start of vacation depression) but the door opened and i know what i've been hiding from all these years isn't that bad. ;D
hate work, really really hate work. i've got a test next week for a oc 911 opperator position. if i pass that i get to move on to another test, so i might get that job in a few months, but i can't wait that long. so, i've got my resume out at a few dealerships, gonna keep looking for something. i'm worth more than nine dollars an hour, and with little bro leaving in august for shared appartment with the gf bliss, the family can't survive if i'm not able to help. ;/
so, till next time...miss you all *hugs* ;p
vacation was fabulous. i went up depressed and sick, had a mini meltdown, and enjoyed the rest of the trip. i love santa rosa just as much as i hate oc. there's a huge catholic school up there that i'm gonna make a b-line for as soon as i've got my degree in hand. the wine was fabulous too ;p (santa rosa is right in the middle of sonoma wine country, about an hour or two north of san francisco) the meltdown helped me purge the crap thats been piling up in my head since i lost my job last year. i'm in a much better place, thinking i'm worth something, and thats huge. ;)
i managed to wreck my car being by being stupid and trying to fit my big ass truck into a little ass space at the theatre. some butt head wrecked my back end and drove off way back in feb, so now the front end matches the back. i drove into a support pylon, being too woried about being late for my job than the angle at which i was turning. it still runs, but my head lamp does not work so i'm worried about a ticket, but my lucks been good so far. ;(
as to the suprises, well...i was flirted with at the ticket window by a super hot guy and i forgot to be standoffish, which i'm good at, and i gave him my number. long silly story short, i had a realy awesome date, and my first kiss (even better) and he's not called me back since (start of vacation depression) but the door opened and i know what i've been hiding from all these years isn't that bad. ;D
hate work, really really hate work. i've got a test next week for a oc 911 opperator position. if i pass that i get to move on to another test, so i might get that job in a few months, but i can't wait that long. so, i've got my resume out at a few dealerships, gonna keep looking for something. i'm worth more than nine dollars an hour, and with little bro leaving in august for shared appartment with the gf bliss, the family can't survive if i'm not able to help. ;/
so, till next time...miss you all *hugs* ;p