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MY THREE BEST FRIENDS THAT I HAVE AND TRUST WITH ALL MY HEART AND THEY TRUST ME AND I CAN TALK TO THEM AND THEY TALK TO ME ARE ANNETTE ASHLEY..AKA..AMINER AND EMILY THEY ARE THE BEST EVER HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID TO NOT REALIZE IT SOONER AND NOW MY SCHOOL YEAR IS ENDING HAH IM A FRESHMAN WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT I WANNA DO SOMETHING BAD I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT THO U KNOW LIKE DRINK OR SOMETHING ITS BEEN DRIVING ME CRAZY HELP ME OUT PLZ:) MAYBE ITS DEPRESSION OF MY FRIENDS I HAVE LIKE SERIOUS THINGS WITH MY FRIENDS THEY HAVE TO TALK TO ME OR ILL GO BELISTIC I ALREADY LOST FAITH IN MY TWO FACED FRIEND WHO I THOUGHT WAS MY BEST FRIEND BUT LIES IN PPLS FACE HOW CAN SHE CALL ME HER SISTER WHEN SHE LIES IN MY FACE ABOUT HOW SHE HATES THESE GIRLS AND THE NEXT DAY SHES ALL OVER THEM WHAT THE HELL IS THAT I JUST WANNA HAVE THIS ONE BEST BEST BEST SUPER DUPPER FRIEND THAT IS LIKE A SISTER OR SOME FAMILY RELATED THING TO ME I THOUGHT I HAD ONE IN CALI BUT I DONT KNOW ANYMORE IM SECOND GUESSING MYSELF JEEZE SOS PLZ AND I HAVE THE FALL OUT BOY SONG...SUGAR WERE GOING DOWN GOSH I LOVE IT SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SAD BUT YET HAPPY AND PUMPED UP AND HOW THE HELL DOES A BOY FIX U UP FROM UR DOWNSIDES AND NOT FAMILY IM CONFUSLED ALSO CONFUSED
AND MY SPANISH TEACHER DOESNT TRUST ME WITH BIG SCISSORS BECAUSE I ACCEDENTLY CUT MYSELF FOR REAL I DONT DO THAT WHOLE IM GONNA CARVE AND CUT MY WRIST THING BUT NOW I HAVE TO USE THE LITTLE FRISKAR SCISSORS UGH AND AND NOT ALL BUT I FLIPPIN KILLS ME WHEN I HERE MY TWO FACE FRIEND SAY I HATE MY LIFE SHE ONLY FLIPPIN 14 YEARS OLD YOUR LIFE ISNT OVER U DONT KNOW IF UR GONNA HATE IT OR LOVE IT DAMN IM PISSED AND SAD AAAAAAAAAAAAAH MY EMOTIONS ARE FLIPPIN GETTING ME
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