Oct 10, 2009 21:27
So back in January nicholas proposed to me and about a month ago, i broke it off and left him.
I wasn't happy.
He was never there.
Yet he expected me to always be there waiting.
That's not me...
But anyway.
I'm kinda involved with this guy. He is much older than me, say 10 years or so. We work together and he definitly has a past. Which is preventing him from starting a relationship with me. But i don't think that's the only reason. I honestly believe that it's not him wanting to start a relationship, it's that he doesn't want to start one with me.
We went out one night, about a month ago, we went to the clubs and I ,of course, got really drunk. I ended up going home with him and that's when the drama started.
We talked through it and in the end decided to be friends, who happen to sleep together every once in awhile. It was perfect. we would hang out almost every other day. Life was wonderful.
Then i dont know, something just happened and he refuses to see me ouside of work.
He hardly even talks to me, unless i start the conversation.
It's driving me insane!!!!
i like this person and if one day he asked me out, i would defnitly go. But right now I'm fine with the arrangements.
I don't know what' going on and i have absolutly no clue what's going on in his head.
So this week Ihave decided to just leave him alone. No texting, no calling. I will of course talk to him at work, but i will not start the conversation.
Maybe the silent treatment will work.
Whatever.
I'm done with him and this drama.
When he decides he would like to see me again, he knows how to get in touch with me.