About Time For AnUpdate
Well it's been at least two months since I've updated this journal, which is for me, so I guess I'll get some shit out, because I can. After I left off, I needed some drugs, oh yeah! Well I remembered someone who used to hook me up when I was around 16 yrs old. We had a deal, as long as I let him drive my car, he's like 1 to 2 yrs younger than me,
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Do not be confused. I'm not talking about the churches you may have hated and gone to as a young girl or even recently. I'm talking about God hating churches. God dislikes tradition invading the message, which is what it often does in religious practices.
Also, don't believe I'm being too clean and simple about talking like this, God knows your every flaw and evil intention. You've admitted them to many people, expressed them in words and actions, yet God knew before you ever spoke a word. God saw them coming, and he would have talked you out of committing sins. You cannot undo the injustice and pain you've caused yourself and others and God so far, but you still have chances to give up this mortal's world, and listen to God more than anyone else as master. Don't listen to those who don't care if they live, and treat every day like a tragedy and horror. That only drowns out the fact that God is trying to get to you to join in your life.
It's the same for anyone else who's committed sins. Don't keep going for the edge. You will go over it, and die. And hell is only eternal death. No place to go to in the darkness. That is the torture of hell as depicted in the Bible. It is false salvation, saying that the universe has no paradise to realize, and that only mortality rules us and conquers forever, when forever is up to the creator of such a thing as forever, who created us much like himself in the beginning.
When heaven is on earth. It is created by living beings building a perfect world, and erasing things like drugs and violence from existence. That day will come either way in the end that is coming soon. But would you not want to be there? Would you sink to the bottom of the ocean with the US and Babylon, for nothing?
You can be loved and rewarded, and have friends in your house and sleeping in your bed with you like guardian angels, not wanting to use you and hurt you. By your own thoughts and actions, you're proving your concern, for God and others and yourself. And that you find those better friends, and don't give up on paradise just because it hurts to believe in such a notion.
And... don't take all of this for granted. When it's here to remind you. Because the times are becoming more difficult for me to reach you.
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