*sigh*
There's no way I can stop feeling this sad.......
Some days ago, I bought a pregnancy test and got a possitive result. I was so happy then....... and my bf too, even though it was going to be a real problem with our families, because none of us has a job or anything.....And then, las Thursday I started bleeding................ and completely lost it....... Sorry if this is not clear, my mind is a real mess... I can't even stay at home and rest, because nobody there knows I was pregnant and I have no excuse for not going to the university. I will tell mom, but not now....
Or maybe I'll never tell her a thing..........
And worse... the wife of my bf's younger brother is pregnant, and being around her makes me feel sick...
Whatever..... gtg to classes, but I'm not staying much here, wanna get home early....