I just watched a happy Christmas movie about how everyone's life is connected and no one's life is meaningless (no, not It's A Wonderful Life - but same moral) instead, it made me feel sad and more disconnected.
But I am all these things, and I will be all these things. Blue hair, lipstick, sunshine and all. That is why this is this, I realized. That is why!!
I'm not waiting, I'm warming up.