hi
yoooo, whats up? well, today was boring... as usual. i dont realy care bout the whole gavin comment cuz i know that gavin isnt that mean and he alwways gives me a hug in school. i have a feeling that it is parath... i dunno why but i think that parath is pretending to be 2 people. i know it is kinda mean but w/e. and sry olivia, if i was acting bitchy, sorry! i think that was when i was ignoring you in the halls. so amys b-day party was kinda weird... rubi and i attacked people when they were sleeping with shaving cream and makeup. it was sooooooooooo funny!!! but then asia started crying with katie and that was stupid as hellz. then katie freaked out and started kicking the shit outta amy, even though she was sleeping. she blamed it on her brother and said that her brother beats her 3 outta 7 days a week. WOW! OMG HOW DOES SHE DEAD WITH HER BROTHER! OMG!!! lol, i just said, "you dont know how good you have it" and she went silent. caitlin and i had a 2 hour heart to heart talk. and caitlin kept saying how ugly she was and i was just telling her that she was beautiful. then i started talking bout how my step dad says i am stupid and ugly like every day of my life and how i am starting to think that. plus a lot of people at school hate me and tell me that im ugly so... like the gavin comment for instance... i dunno those type things really make me sad. and whenever i say that i am ugly or something, olivia doesnt say anything. caitlin said that olivia does that to her too. i dont want this to get in a huuuuuugggggeeeee fight or anything. im just saying that it makes me feel worse about myself. i think that it is soooooooooooo funny when people say something mean, then dont say who they r cuz they dont have the guts. but i can picture olivia beating this shit outta some1 saying that to me. if they said that to me in person, i would probably punch them. id be like, "WHAT BITCH?" lol! ewwwwwwwww, olivia put a dead mouse in my baggggg! it was disgusting! then devin put the dead mouse in jays hood thing and these two girls walked up to the dev(i/o)ns and started saying, "omg, why did you do that to jay? thats disgusting! omg, i almost threw up!" then we walked away laughing at them. dude, they sounded like such vally-grls!!!