here is gone...
I'm not gonna lie, life still sucks and I've been completely miserable. I guess I'm surviving though. I may have done some stupid things in the midst of everything, but I'm alive. Good enough, right? Right. Swim season is ending early, our last two meets were cancelled =( I don't even know what I'm gonna do with my time. We had pool practice today and got to play water polo, man I love the swimmies. Valentine's Day is on Monday -- I'd rather shoot myself in the head. I might go watch the boys' shore conference tomorrow with Chris. Then I have a soccer game Sunday morning. I don't like being parent-less as much as I thought I would. I've come to realize I never do anything I'm supposed to without someone pushing me. Oh well, can't complain. Chris has been over a lot lately, just trying to cheer me up and such. I appreciate it a lot more than he probably knows...
Anyway, I guess there's not much else. So toodles for now.
Anyway, I guess there's not much else. So toodles for now.