He said "I love you and want to make this work"
Hey there, it's been a long time. Like, middle-of-the-summer long time. Pretty much I can catch you up by saying I'm really unhappy but this is why
-Cameron and I broke up.
-I hate every inch of this past year with a passion that burns deep inside me.
-It's not that I wasn't happy...I was very happy for the most part. All I wanted was to feel loved and trusted.
-Now, in retrospect, to find out that someone never cared all that much about you is like ripping your heart out and throwing it off a cliff.
-I've never felt so cheated and used in my life.
-I would have given everything to make it work.
-Except I couldn't give it all when I knew it wouldn't work.
-(he couldn't promise he would stop treating me unfairly, being hypocritical, going out to the bars with his friends but be angry and accusational whenever I went out with mine.)
-I cry a lot.
-I spend a lot of time thinking and wishing life was different.
-Needless to say, I'm having a really hard time getting over it.
-I feel like I must be the stupidest girl in the world.
-Now I live in a tiny house with some girls. I like them a lot but they're best friends and I spend a lot of time either gone or in my room.
-I kind of feel like a stranger in my own house.
-I kind of feel like a stranger in my own life right now, I am so indifferent, so removed, it's scary.
-Cameron and I broke up.
-I hate every inch of this past year with a passion that burns deep inside me.
-It's not that I wasn't happy...I was very happy for the most part. All I wanted was to feel loved and trusted.
-Now, in retrospect, to find out that someone never cared all that much about you is like ripping your heart out and throwing it off a cliff.
-I've never felt so cheated and used in my life.
-I would have given everything to make it work.
-Except I couldn't give it all when I knew it wouldn't work.
-(he couldn't promise he would stop treating me unfairly, being hypocritical, going out to the bars with his friends but be angry and accusational whenever I went out with mine.)
-I cry a lot.
-I spend a lot of time thinking and wishing life was different.
-Needless to say, I'm having a really hard time getting over it.
-I feel like I must be the stupidest girl in the world.
-Now I live in a tiny house with some girls. I like them a lot but they're best friends and I spend a lot of time either gone or in my room.
-I kind of feel like a stranger in my own house.
-I kind of feel like a stranger in my own life right now, I am so indifferent, so removed, it's scary.